Category Archives: Angst

She Said She’ll Miss Me and He Asked Why

I’ve known so many delightful people with whom I no longer have contact, with whom even the simplest communication has been rendered pretty much impossible. Does this happen to everyone? And if it’s not just me, how does anyone lead a fundamentally happy life with failed friendships and relationships in their wake? This is undoubtedly [...]
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Liberation

Perhaps I am so distantly separated from the situation at this juncture that that part of me has been adequately anæsthesized, but it’s still surprising for me to look at a photo and think to myself that yeah, she looks happier with him and then to feel good about the thought. However dismally, it’s liberating [...]
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Selective Perception

I was running late for work and only making it worse by choosing just then to stop on campus and deposit a check into my bank account. Normally, with a particular class routine, you know when you’ll be on campus and you eventually become accustomed to seeing the same people each day at the same [...]
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Spatial and Temporal Worth, Or Something

When I ask, If you do in fact believe everything you just wrote, if all of that is the one-hundred percent truth as you see it, then only this remains: why not me? That is the one piece of minutiae from this whole fucking stupid sordid ordeal that I’ve been battling with in my own [...]
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Thesis Statement

I know there’s a wonderful person in you that I was allowed to see glimpses of, but ultimately was not mine to experience. I hope you learn to show more and more of this part of you to the men who love you in the future and to all of the people you meet. If [...]
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My Failures

My failures live and breathe and walk around me and give me reason all the more to be unhappy with the person I’ve become.
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